Showing posts with label sprints. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sprints. Show all posts

Monday, May 16, 2011

Busting out...

What a weekend.
I walked into the gym this morning already exhausted.  Emotionally, I am beyond drained, but I cannot say that I've faced it alone.  The amount of support and encouragement I've received over the last few days has been incredible.  Tomorrow will be yet another long day...funeral and burial.  Thus, I probably will not write...

I certainly did not feel like I was my best today...which is tough to deal with when you're surrounded by people who fuel off of your own energy and drive.  While I felt distracted to some degree, I was still very much aware of my own internal struggles.  Needless to say, it was a hard day with an even harder workout.  Everything felt heavy.....very heavy.  And starting a workout with bodyweight wide-grip pull-ups is kicking yourself in the crotch before a fight.  It was brutal....but I pulled my tank-like-rearend up for 4 sets like a mad woman.  Back, shoulders, biceps, then sprints....loooong workout to say the least.

Workout:
Wide grip pull-ups 4 x 8
Single arm DB row 4 x 8 each
Seated cable row 4 x 6-8
Seated BB shoulder press 4 x 6-8
Front plate raise 4 x 8
Lateral raise from neutral 4 x 8
Lat bar curls 4 x 8
Straight bar standing curls 4 x 8
Hammer curls 2 x 12
Sprints

My lats and upper back are getting strong as hell.  I'm gonna need a new bra....38 A....which I'm sure doesn't exist.  And for good reason, no woman was naturally created with lats like bat wings....one good flex and I will be out of this bra faster than a prom-whore.  (Prom-whores: girls who slut themselves out only on prom night...thinking that since they are dressed up it somehow makes it less whore-ish.  Nope, still slutty.)  Anyway, point is that I am truly enjoying the strength gains from this new program design...more strength...more volume...overall good plan.

College kids are starting to roll back in town...always entertaining.  Chad and Kelsey returned today...full throttle.  It was great to have them in the gym though...I certainly needed the laughs and their enthusiasm.

Well, its late and I've got an extremely full day ahead.....a lot on my mind and just ready to have some closure...

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

TABATA takeover....

Before I begin on my typical day at the gym, I need to address something.  (Leave it to me to beat around the bush for approximately 2 seconds before I can't take it anymore).  Let me start off by saying how much I truly enjoy receiving questions, encouragement, etc on my blog.  I am flattered that you take the time to "walk with me" if you will on a day to day basis.  With that said, I do NOT appreciate soliciting posts.  Don't try to hide it in a vague "suggestion" about workouts, nutrition, etc and then offer a link to a website trying to sell something.  Believe or not I'm not an idiot.  I don't want what you're selling, and quite frankly get a little pissed that I wasted 10 seconds reading your ridiculous comment...I hope you get carpol tunnel from attempting to post more...

Ah, now that that's off my chest lets move on shall we?...

It was hump day indeed.  All I had to do were sprints, which was good because it took about all the energy I had.  I squeezed them in this morning....which, running before I've had time to think clearly for more than 2 hours is a foreign thought to me, but the tour rolls on (thank you Zimm for the inspiration to that reference).  My hamstrings are tight as hell in the morning, so I just did TABATA style sprints for 22 minutes to keep from hitting full speed but get my heartrate high enough in the process.  Sprinting on the treadmill only 30 minutes after finishing 16oz of coffee is a heart attack waiting to happen.  My pulse was through the roof and I was sweating more than normal....which is hard to even comprehend.  My sweat glands think its middle of August all year round.  Lucky me...I'm the only person who might wear khakis to a baseball game and leave looking like I poured lemonade on my crotch just to cool off.  Its absurd.   Anyway, I made it through the sprints, and it was on to the rest of my day.

I had many laughs with clients, as we discussed life, workouts, and how a woman barely over 5' tall can manage to have DD breasts...naturally.  Yes, we cover all topics.  That is life.  One thing that stood out today was the number of people who drink diet soda....everyday...and more than 1.  That stuff is crap people!  Ok, every now and then is one thing....but to continually pour chemicals into your body that can hardly be processed is nuts.  Get it out of there.  Your body will thank you.

Speaking of food, I just made scrambled egg whites with ground turkey, cottage cheese, and stevia.  Looked like vomit, but tasted great.  Protein topped with protein....yeeeaahhhh

Back, shoulders, and biceps tomorrow.  Here we go....hear that??...that's my bed calling...oh God, its cursing now....better go...

Night!!

Monday, May 9, 2011

Hold my hair please...

At 12am this morning I wasn't quite sure I'd make it through the day.  I was hovered over the toilet spewing what was left of my dinner...lunch...breakfast...I think I may have even passed a major organ.  I had some milk last night, which I think was the culprit.  I'm now convinced that once I left the boob-feeding 27 years ago, milk is no longer necessary... I was cursing lactose.

Overall, it was a great and crazy weekend.  I was able to relax by the pool for a little bit, clean, and then enjoy a "normal" meal at a local restaurant.  I had salmon, veggies, a slice of bread, and a couple glasses of wine.  Ah yes, it went down like sweet sweet goodness.  And then there was Mother's Day...running all over God's creation to be with family, and ending the day at the hospital.  Niece #2 arrived yesterday at Duke...so there was certainly much to celebrate on the 5th floor. It was BYOB.  Bring Your Own Breast-milk.  I could hardly contain myself in that room, and there I was crying more than the infant....and I didn't have the excuse that I was hungry or crapped myself.  Ok, maybe the first...
What an amazing day.

So, I took yesterday completely off from any type of training, and I could tell from the moment I woke up that I seriously needed it.  Today was back to the grind.  I had back, biceps, shoulders, and finished with sprints.  I kept the weights the same from last week on everything except for shoulder press.  My arms were shot, so I had to drop the weight.  Boooo

Workout:
Wide grip pull-ups 4 x 6-8
Seated cable row 4 x 6-8
Single arm lat pull-down 4 x 6 each
Narrow grip pull-down (trap emphasis) 3 x 6-8
Seated BB shoulder press 4 x 6-8
Bent arm lateral raises 4 x 6-8
Front plate raises 4 x 6-8
EZ bar curls 4 x 6-8
Single arm horizontal cable curl 4 x 6-8 each
Sprints

Sprints got pretty rough today.  My traps were cramping so badly that I started feeling pain up the back of my neck and into my head.  The absolute only time it wouldn't throb was when I was actually sprinting...so for 10 seconds I had relief....10 measly seconds.  Blah....glad its over.

Tomorrow is a lighter leg day, heavy chest, core, and cardio. 
Time to peel some eggs....then hopefully a vomit-free night....

Friday, May 6, 2011

Needing sleep

Friday...glorious Friday.
It never fails that on Friday mornings around 5:40, our cat Oscar starts whining at our door.  In his pea-size-mind, I should be up feeding him by that point.  Fat cat.  12 minutes later I couldn't take it anymore...I was up.  Cat food in bowl, and coffee brewing.  No need for a meth-lab when you've got freshly ground Costa Rican coffee...mmmm...

I spent the majority of my morning cleaning before heading to the gym.  Friday workouts are tough.  My mind is tired, my body is fatigued, and I'm just ready for a couple of days to relax.  I had chest, shoulders, and sprints today.  My shoulder workout felt like a joke...a sick joke.  I was struggling through the entire thing.  It was a good struggle, but I felt that the weights were lighter than I'd like.  Eh...

Workout:
30* incline DB press 3 x 12
Flat DB bench press 3 x 12
DB flys 3 x 12
Decline push-ups 2 x failure
DB shoulder press 3 x 12
Standing lateral raises 3 x 12
lateral-to-overhead raise 3 x 15
Sprints 20 minutes

Tomorrow will be some light cardio...I might jog...who knows.  And then I think I might rest on Mother's Day...not because I am a mom (for the sake of my sanity and any small child), but because I am tired.  Period.  However, in honor of Mother's Day, I'd like to share a few things my mom has taught me.  I've mentioned before that my mom and I are pretty different when it comes to our personalities, but I admire that woman more than words can express.  So here are a few things Mama Parker has taught yours truly....

*Life is about relationships
*You teach people how to treat you
*Showers are not an option
*When you love, do it with your entire being
*Keep perspective...its all about perspective
*"Wait til your father gets home!" typically precedes an ass whoop'n 
*Surround yourself with beauty everyday
*Be kind to yourself

I am truly blessed to have an amazing mom.  Considering the number of mothers who freely contribute to the delinquency of a minor, I'd say she did a pretty good job.  Way to go mom...I'm still alive...wearing clean underwear...and not drinking by myself...

Time for bed....on to the weekend,....Enjoy!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Driving nowhere...

Holy moly this morning was off to a rough start.
For whatever reason my body decides that 1:45 is a great time to wake up..(which, for the record, its not)...so after looking at the clock and realizing I've got a whopping 2.75 hours to sleep, I roll over and wake up even more tired at 4:30.  It was all down hill from there.  I was detoured from getting on the highway, took a wrong turn and ended up at a farm, finally made it to my exit and sat at a red light for 4 minutes....4 m-i-n-u-t-e-s....that was an eternity at 5:30 in the morning.  My anger was out of control at that point.  My heart rate was through the roof.  So ridiculous....and the people who are completely calm in situations like that blow my mind.  I want what they're smoking...

Once I was at work I was good to go.  Zimm came back in town this week, which was AWESOME....he definitely brought me some sanity during my workout.  Speaking of, this was week 2 of my new routine.  Felt great, kept everything heavy for reps of 6-8 and then some sprints at the end.  My IT band is back to its A game.  Thank God.  So I took advantage of it and did short, hard sprints.  Incline 8, speed 12, 12 seconds, for 20 minutes.  Heart rate was 204, but as long as I keep the music loud enough that I can't hear myself sucking wind, I'm fine.  I tell my clients all the time, you just have to get comfortable with being uncomfortable.

Workout:
Wide grip pull-ups 4 x 6
Seated cable row 4 x 6
Single arm lat pull-down 4 x 6 each arm
Seated BB shoulder press 4 x 6
Bent arm lateral raise/ss partials 4 x 8/8
Standing EZ bar curls 4 x 6-8
Alternating DB curls 4 x 6 each
Sprints 20 minutes

Almost bedtime and I'm stuck in the recliner....story of my life.  Tomorrow I will have more to write about....right now I've to peel 20 eggs before hitting the bed.  Fun...

Monday, April 25, 2011

It was only just a dreeaaammm!!

Dear Lord, did anyone else come down off an extreme Easter-induced-sugar-high that left you wanting to bang your head against the wall by 7am?  Just me?  Awesome...

It was a rough start to the day.  I didn't get enough sleep last night...as I unfortunately got hooked on an episode of the Real Housewives of Orange County.  Yes, I watch that crap.  You're never smarter after watching that show...only keenly aware of just how small your breasts are.  Thank you ladies, because I needed to be reminded that C is the new B, D is the new C, and A cups are for an 8 year old with a dream.  Your twins are huge, we get it...

SO anyway, after little sleep, and indulging in some Easter candy this weekend, today was a loonnngg day.  I was pretty pumped about changing my lifting routine though.  Today I did back, biceps, and shoulders...very heavy, for reps of 6-8.  I want to try to hit almost every muscle group twice a week, one heavy/power day, and one lighter day....by lighter I mean reps of 12ish.  However, I will still only have 1 day of leg training since I am still sprinting.  I loved lifting heavy today, and 6 reps is great for my ADD...by rep 6 I am bored and ready to move on.  Ha.  So it worked out great.  Oh, and I was also able to go harder on my sprints today.  My left leg is still hurting a little, but not nearly as bad as last week.  Onward I roll...

Workout:
Wide grip pull-up 4 x 6
Seated cable row 4 x 6-8
Single arm lat pull-down 4 x 6 each
Seated BB shoulder press 4 x 6
Bent arm lateral raises 4 x 6-8
Standing EZ bar curls 4 x 6-8
Alternating DB curls 4 x 6 each
Sprints

Awesome workout, very spent by the end.  Tomorrow will be legs and core...can't wait.

Getting back in gear this past week was tough....there's always sort of a "let down" after a big event...tired, mentally and physically, and just this sense of "ok, now what?"  By Friday of last week I was ready for some rest and refocus.  This week will be better.

Not much to elaborate on today...its late and I need to get in bed asap.  If I have another morning like this morning I might have even less sympathy in the gym than I already do....very sobering thought for a lot of people...

Night!

Friday, April 22, 2011

Dying eggs and Diabetes...Happy Easter..???

Its Friday morning and I just finished a little bit of breakfast and cleaning...2 of my favorite things.  I was completely drained last night, and once the Office came on blogging just simply was not going to happen.  By Thursday night I've usually met my word limit and can hardly find a dose of sanity to continue brain activity beyond 7pm.  Sounds worthless doesn't it?  Ha...

Workout yesterday was good...tough, but good.  I got Brian to look at my leg before I started, and basically make sure I wasn't about to die or have to amputate the dern thing.  Its my IT band...tight, pulling, and just painful right now.  He said I could push through what I could handle as far as running...so I wanted to try sprinting again.  I am so hard headed.  I remember when I went to get both big-toe toenails cut out a few years ago and they said "no running for about 2 weeks".  OOKKKK....so I got up the next morning and got on the treadmill.  I had to throw away the shoes because they were covered in blood by the time I was done.  I don't listen very well...BUT, truthfully, if I knew it would seriously injure me, I wouldn't do it.  I don't think it was about being a "Billy-badass" or anything, just basic instinct to do something you've been told not to do.  Like standing too close when you're brother is swinging a croquet mallet....took one to the jaw and learned the hard way...thank you David...

Anyway, I had back and sprints yesterday.  Lifted heavy on back,...reps 8-10 and today my traps are screaming.  I am working on getting my back width in proportion with how thick my back is.  So, yesterday was more emphasis on my upper back, mainly lats.  Sprints went ok, I didn't go faster than 11mph because my leg would start throbbing too bad....so I had to keep my rest time short to keep my heart rate up.  I did 20 minutes worth and then did 20 minutes lighter cardio.  Overall, it was a solid workout.

(Thurs) Workout:
Wide grip pull-ups 4 x 8
Close grip pull-backs 3 x 10
Single arm DB row 3 x 8 each
Bent over rows 3 x 10
Rear flys 3 x 10
Sprints 20 min, incline walk 20 min

Today I will do shoulders and chest...sort of a reverse-workout from Monday.  And then I am going to head out for some last minute Easter-basket shopping.  I'm doing one for my niece...I spoil her like its my job...it is my job.  I adore that child.  She adds some "fresh water" to the polluted gene pool we all swim in.  And I can say that because I came from it....yours is polluted too....I promise....

Well, its been a great work week....long, but good.  Not sure if I'll get around to blogging tonight or tomorrow, so if I don't I hope you all have a fabulous Easter weekend!  And if I wake up to find an Easter basket full of airplane bottles and chocolate, don't judge me...I live in Mebane...that's how we roll around here...

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Get BIG

Ever since last Monday I feel like I've been on the go, with little time to relax and just chill for a bit.  My body is still very tired, sore, and still trying to figure out what the heck happened last weekend.  I swear I think I've drank more water in the past 5 days than I do in a 2 week span.  I'm gradually getting back to par.

Right now I'm dealing with horrible pain on the outside of my left knee.  I started feeling it Sunday morning and honestly think its from those stripper heels.  Nature's way of saying no one should ever wear those things...ever...for any reason.  Sprinting today was almost unbearable, and I had to stop 5 minutes early because I could no longer pound that hard on it.  If I were a horse they would have already taken me out back and shot me...stupid knee.  I'm hoping it just wears off in the next few days.  I don't have time for bum knees, ankles, or boobs for that matter (not sure how you could have a "bum-breast" but you get the idea).  Gotta roll on...

Biceps and triceps today.
My arms are one area I want to increase size a little bit, so for the next few weeks I'll focus a bit more on strength.  Proportionally, my arms are not too bad, although my biceps could stand some more size in comparison to my triceps.  Awesome...by July I'll be cleaning out my closet again because I'm busting out of everything...and not in the chest region.  Overall, it was a great workout (besides the sprints).  I was barely able to run hard enough to get my heart rate to 180...not cool.

Workout:
BW dips 3 x 15-20
Reverse grip tricep extension 3 x 12
Rope press-down 3 x 12
Lying lat bar curls 4 x 10
Seated alternating DB curls 3 x 8 each
EZ bar close grip curls 3 x 8
Sprints 20 minutes

No huge food splurge today.  I'm gradually getting my calories back up, and hope to be at maintenance within a few weeks...the Easter candy will help.  I remember when I was little and my mom would have our baskets out and filled before church...and there I was stuffing my face with robin eggs at 7am.  I'd walk into church on one heck of a sugar high, and then pass out mid-sermon.  I'll have to answer for that one day I'm sure.  Add it to the list...

Well, I've got to make some dinner for the hubby and then get in bed before I just pass out downstairs on the couch.  I am pretty much worthless after 7:30...and sometimes before that depending on the day...

Night folks!!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Man down...

I honestly do not know where to begin...I am pretty amazed that its only a couple of days away from show time.  My brain is on overload and my body is practically breathing a sigh of relief.  After my workout this morning I laid down on the floor and just recapped the last 4 months...every workout, every God awful sprint, every moment I wanted to scream, cry, curse, or all of the above.  Amidst all the random thoughts, I was able to lay there confident in my training/preparation...and that was enough.  My sprints were hard today...very hard.  My legs are exhausted and ready for a few days break.  I've sprinted for 6 weeks straight...something I honestly haven't done since high school.  And then it was for doing something stupid like mooning people on the bus....this time around I haven't even dropped my pants and I'm running like I'm in trouble with the law.  Wrong on so many levels...

Workout:
Wide grip pull-up 3 x 10-12
Seated cable row 3 x 12
Single arm lat pull-down 3 x 10 each
BB row 3 x 12
Rear flys 3 x 15
EZ bar curls 4 x 10-12
Alternating DB curls 3 x 10 each
Bicep pull-down with lat bar 3 x 10-12
Sprints 25 minutes

Overall my day was pretty long...cramming clients in so I could take tomorrow off.  I thought I would start painting tonight, however its after 9 and I'm tired and haven't done any of the pre-paint preparations...so it looks like I will be up painting my ass at 6am tomorrow morning...literally.  I can do pretty much anything with a few cups of coffee under my belt.  My prime is from 7 to 8:30 in the morning...after that, its all downhill...which explains so much.

My upper right trap is killing me.  I have to complain about it right now because its been throbbing since 6am and pulling so hard through my neck that I've had a headache off and on all day.  Stupid traps...between that and my post-waxing-trama, my body is cursing me.  Thankfully tomorrow will only be a light circuit workout.  Light workout?  What the heck is that?...

Well, I am drained.  I will have more to write tomorrow I'm sure.  After a nail appointment and being naked with my mom and a paint brush, I'm sure I'll have stories.  2 days out...here we go...

Monday, April 11, 2011

Scrambled please...

I'm about 1 egg white away from going to the bathroom and laying my own...
12 egg whites today, some tilapia, chicken, and an ungodly amount of asparagus and spinach...welcome to peak week.  I feel pretty weak, but mentally on point.  Getting through today's workout was tougher than I expected because 20 pounds felt like 30, and 30 felt like 50, and the 35's felt like Aunt Bertha was sitting on my chest.  Honestly, the entire experience was not very pleasant, but it is what it is. 

I've had many clients/friends ask me how I'm doing today...let's "go there" shall we...

I'm nervous, excited, extremely tired, eager, focused, and dealing with all sorts of thoughts that I haven't quite sorted out just yet.  Its been 5 years since I've stood on that particular stage, and I can vividly remember looking at the pictures afterward and being disappointed.  I didn't work hard enough...I didn't want it bad enough.  I was one place away from qualifying for nationals, and I knew that I didn't deserve that spot.  I am bombarded with images from that last show...like it was my moment of "falling off the bike"...and now sometimes I fear going on stage and looking the exact same...not prepared...not to my potential...simply mediocre.  Its not logical, I know, because I look so different, and so I acknowledge them and then move on.  Because its not about being fearless, but how you respond to that fear that matters.  It moves you in one direction or another...towards a greater sense of self and success or towards complacency and the mind-numbing thought of "what if".  I saw this quote the other day and it really stuck with me, it said "Whatever you fear, go there."  Here I go...

Chest/shoulders/sprints today....this will be my 6th week of sprint work...amazing my knee caps are still intact.  Despite the fact that everything felt much heavier than I'd like, it was a good workout.  Right now it is maintenance...just getting to Saturday feeling confident, hard, and ready.

Workout:
Incline DB press 4 x 10, drop set on 4th
Flat DB bench 3 x 10
DB flys 4 x 12, drop set on 4th
Push-ups to failure 2x
Seated BB shoulder press/ss lateral raises 4 x 12/15
Seated Arnold press/ss front raise partials 3 x 10/15
Sprints 25 minutes

The latest question in the Falcon house is when to start painting.  Originally, I was thinking Thursday night...now I'm thinking Wednesday.  I'm extremely pale right now, (I'm pretty sure I glow in the dark when I'm naked),...and so I'm thinking I might need at least 5 coats of paint...which takes F-O-R-E-V-E-R.  Hell, we might as well start right now. 

Alright, I've gotta cook dinner for the hubby....he's getting velveeta shells and cheese with ground turkey...that dish is like fatty-sex-goodness in your mouth.  Why do I let him eat that?  Because if he had to eat the eggs and asparagus that I just ate, the fine line of domestic violence might be crossed. 

Have a wonderful night!!  Moving forward....always moving forward...

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

I dare you...

I think I met my word limit today by about 4pm.  There's honestly no telling how much oxygen I use talking to people on any given day....which is probably why I leave work and truly want QUIET for a little while.  Its a good thing I don't have kids...I'd be slipping those jokers Nyquil after lunch...

I honestly wasn't sure how my workout would go, or my sprints actually, because my hamstrings are one giant knot at the moment.  Seriously, its like a small gerbil is hiding under the skin right behind my knees.  When I bent over to demonstrate a deadlift this morning, I was pretty certain they would either snap or I would curse so loud I'd lose my hearing.  Sometimes I want to fake being deaf...mainly around holiday events though...

So I made it through my workout...biceps/triceps, and then some sprints.  It really wasn't horrible, just tired from 3 days of lifting and being on my feet.  My arms are looking pretty good I think...definitely bigger than before, and shoulders are rounding out nicely.  Rear delts are in full force (one thing the judges look for right off the bat when it comes to muscularity).  I'm still not working my triceps too hard...they are out of control as it is...an ego all their own.  Sprints went well...this white girl has gotten faster...watch out.  I find it hard sometimes getting the perfect balance of blasting my legs without sucking wind to the point I can't recover fast enough to then do my next sprint in time...and vice versa.  So today I got my heartrate up pretty quickly at about 75% speed with little rest time between sprints.  Then, once I got my heartrate to 192-198 I cranked up the speed and increased my rest time.  I was exhausted after 25 minutes.  All in all, good workout day.

Workout:
Lying lat bar curls 3 x 10-12
EZ bar curls 3 x 10
Alternating incline curls 3 x 8 each
Single arm horizontal cable curl 2 x failure each arm
Tricep press-down on dip machine 3 x 12-15
Rope press-down 3 x 12-15
Single arm tricep extension 3 x 12 each
Sprints 25 minutes

Switching gears here for a minute...

My day started off with a truly empowering conversation with one of my clients...it was about inspiration/motivation.  Ironically, it is the very topic I've been thinking about a lot lately and woke up a couple of weeks ago in the middle of the night to jot down random thoughts/ideas.  We went back and forth about how important it is to be more aware of ourselves...our goals...our potential...and our own desire to be "great" in whatever capacity that entails(since we are all given different gifts and abilities).  Its so true...we often fall victim to meeting the expectations of others, society, and/or the mediocre and "safe" expectations we place on ourselves....as if to dream bigger than where we are is a crime.  I've wrestled with this very subject for a few weeks now, and here's a glimpse into my mind for a second...yeah, brace yourself...

I started thinking about how we idolize so many other people...famous people, parents, coaches, athletes...and we even come to the point where we are emotionally dependent on their success/achievements, as if it directly affects our loyalty to them and our barometer of inspiration we receive from them.  We forget they are, in fact, human, and thus struggle in their own form and fashion as well.  (Its easier for me to think of all of this from an athletic/fitness standpoint simply because of my career and athletic background.)  So all of this led me to a deeper thought....why is motivation and inspiration a mere FEELING to us?  Why do we often say "I feel motivated" or "I don't feel motivated"??  If its such a powerful driving force, to the point that we emotionally invest part of ourselves into the life of another in search of something greater than ourselves, why is it confined to something as wavering as a feeling?  Should it not be a mindset...a choice...to daily pursue the things that will take us one step closer to a goal?  Here's what I think...the will to pursue greatness (in whatever capacity) breeds the work necessary to get there, which breeds small successes along the way, which breeds motivation to keep going, which breeds the will to continue when its tough...and the cycle continues on and on.  But you say, "what if I don't have a goal?" or "I don't think I can do_______ or achieve _______."  So here's the kicker...and perhaps the greatest challenge some of us will ever face...

WHAT IF, instead of always looking to and depending on another flawed human being for some sort of "jump start" to inspire us, we dared to consider our own potential....dared to think beyond our parents' expectations, our coaches/boss' expectations, and for a moment fearlessly glimpse at who we could be with the talents and abilities given us.  Now why can't THAT person be our inspiration and motivation to move forward?!  Why can't we wake up each morning with a distinct picture of where we're headed and maintain focus?  How much more confident and driven we'd be if we truly believed with all our being that we are more capable.  The truth is 97% of us are scared....we're scared because to imagine that person is to confront who we are in this moment...
Well folks, to walk on water your first step has to be out of the boat...

Monday, April 4, 2011

Because duct tape is not clear...

Monday night already...wow.  I honestly have more energy tonight than I normally do on a Monday evening.  Part of it is because I made myself go to bed before 11 from Thursday night on...like I have anything going on after 11:00 anyway.  I don't....and haven't for about 5 years now.  Sad, but at 27 years old, I'm totally ok with that.

I went to a local competition this weekend to "get my mind right" if you will.  The second I walked in I could smell the ProTan...ah yes, it was awesome.  The lights, the stage, painted muscle-heads everywhere...like some freaky Avatar spin-off...it was great.  At that moment I got chills...this is really it...I'm headed back to the stage.  I sat off to the side by myself to take it all in and look at every competitor up and down like I was running my own security measure or something.  There were some decent physiques there, but again, it was a small local show so it wasn't too competitive.  One thing I kept noticing was lack of stage presence.  Dear Lord, I know its nerve-racking, but there was this one chic who looked like she'd just witnessed murder...I honestly thought she was either going to have a heart attack or cry...or both.  Hell, I almost cried...

I think for a lot of women who compete its simply about getting to the stage.  Just to say they did it is a success in their mind.  That's all well and good, but I'm just tad bit more competitive than that.  Ha.  Just a tad.  Getting to the stage is good.  Winning is better.  I think I'm just wired that way.  It always used to trip me out in high school when we would have team meetings for volleyball or softball, and there were always those few girls who would speak up and say "let's just all focus on having fun and enjoying the game".  Blahhh...And its always the same people who bark about equal playing time.  They sat the bench for a reason...and hopefully they "enjoyed the game" from there.  Here's a thought...if we're winning while you're not playing, and the goal is to win, then let's not screw this up by putting you in the game.  I'm a little harsh, I know....perhaps I'm not ready to coach little league just yet.  Give me 5 minutes and I'll have a 7 year old crying and a pissed off mom yelling obscenities from the stands...

Down to business...
I was pumped for today.  I was ready to hit the weights hard.  I dropped my reps to lift for more strength today since I still have 2 weeks to go and my strength has been lacking....and it will help preserve muscle as I do one last calorie drop.  My chest is going to be raw tomorrow.  I was truly thrilled with how my weights went today and then it was time for sprints.  I wanted to hit my legs pretty hard, so I warmed up for a few minutes and the went 15 seconds on, and 45 seconds off for 20 minutes...incline 7, then 8, then 9, and ending at 10 for the last 3.  My heartrate stayed a little lower than normal, but my legs were taxed.  I'll take it.

Workout:
Flat DB bench press 4 x 8
Inlcine DB press 3 x 8
Cable flys 3 x 8
Declined push-ups 2 x failure
Seated BB shoulder press (8x)/ss lateral raises (8x) 4 sets
Bent arm raises (10x)/front raises (10x) 3 sets
Sprints 25 minutes

I worked on my posing for about 15 minutes after sprints...trying to hold a good quad flex after that was a joke.  I started cramping like a mad woman.  Couple that with the callus' on my feet being squeezed into those shoes, and I was a mess.  Just know that when you see me on stage, my feet are screaming, and I've got more glue holding that top to my breasts than you could imagine.  Don't light a match within 10 feet of me...more specifically, my chest.  Who knew A-cups could be a fire hazard??...

Its 9:00 and I need to be in bed ASAP.  Leg day tomorrow....and I'm gonna go a little heavier...woohoo!!  Get pumped.  I'm more excited than I should be right now...I need a life.

And a quick note...I've been receiving the BEST emails, texts, and facebook messages from some of you about my show.  Your encouragement means more than you know, and I am overwhelmed with gratitude!  Training and contest prep gets lonely, exhausting, and beyond frustrating at times...and there have been numerous occasions when your words are in the back of my mind keeping me going.  Thank you...I am blessed to be surrounded by so many amazing people :)

Have a lovely night....onward to Tuesday we roll...

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

16 left turns

One of the longest weeks ever.
I wasn't as tired as yesterday, but by 2pm could have fallen asleep standing straight up.  I might have and just not remembered.  I kind of blackout during that time of day...the most sober, non-eventful blackout of my life. 

After yesterday's workout I needed a little redemption-day.  I felt stronger, mentally prepared, and just ready to attack today's work.  Wednesdays are usually a little easier lifting-wise, simply because I only have biceps and triceps.  Even though my arms were completely raw after 45 minutes, I don't hit big, compound movements like on chest or back day.  So, I'm not as worn out....however, I did have sprints after that.  The last thing I wanted to do was get on the treadmill, so I headed to the track. 

I haven't been on the track since college....and I was quickly reminded why it was so painful....and why I gave it up to party.  I wish I were kidding about that, but anyway...
I did a warm-up lap and then ran 16 100m sprints...well, at about 85%.  I ran the curves, jogged and walked the strait-aways for 2 miles.  I gave myself 20 seconds max to run the curves and averaged about 18 seconds...by the end my legs were shot.  My hamstrings are cramping right now, and going to the bathroom is ridiculously painful....gotta figure out how to do it standing up...

Workout:
Lying lat bar curls 4 x 10
Alternating incline curls 3 x 10 each
Standing EZbar curls 3 x 10-12
Rope press-down 3 x 15
Bench dips 3 x 12-15
Tricep extensions 3 x 12
Sprints 25 mins

Glad to be done, and pleased with the day.

So, there is seriously a show on tv right now called "Should I smoke dope?".... This woman gives this whole spill about wanting to "experiment" to see what would happen if she smoked on and off for a month straight.  For the sake of science, right?  And just as you're almost convinced this could be legitimate, her kids run screaming in the background.  It all makes sense now.  Her kids are driving her nuts and getting high seems more appealing than time-out.  I get it.  Way to go mom...

I could write more but its 9:40 and I just finished cooking tilapia and asparagus.  My kitchen smells like a fish market right now, the sink is full of dirty dishes, and I need to be in bed.  Big day to come...

Monday, March 21, 2011

Duck, duck....

Oh Dear Lord it feels good to sit down...this is honestly the first time today I've sat down for more than 2 minutes.  It was just back to back today and the only relief I got was when I went to the bathroom.  By 3pm I was ready to fake a major colon blowout just to have some down time.  Needless to say, my legs are pretty tired right now. 

The weekend was good, but went by too fast.  I remember waking up on Saturday morning thinking "holy crap, I only have 4 weeks!"...it was a moment of temporary anxiety.  I did 45 minutes of moderate cardio that morning and then took yesterday off.  I literally sat almost all afternoon in the recliner...my body needed it.  Since I was completely inactive yesterday I truly struggled to even get in all my calories.  I was hardly hungry...but I was forcing down chicken and asparagus like it was my job...

I was able to get in bed a little earlier last night so today wasn't such a punch in the face.  I honestly felt a little off-focus going into my workout.  I feel like these last few weeks are what my husband calls "the grind"...one day to the next...eat, sleep, train, repeat...and repeat...and repeat.  While I love it, I'd be lying if I said it wasn't hard.  Energy is low, and change is slow...tough combination...and the fact that that just rhymed is a little irritating, not gonna lie.  Shocking that I never liked Mother Goose...its just a GOOSE...even if she had great rhymes, they crap everywhere...

SO...chest, shoulders, and sprints today.  Had a great chest day and kept my volume higher than last week.  Shoulders were tough, and still struggling with a hard flex on my left side, but overall solid workout.

Workout:
Incline DB press 4 x 10
Flat DB bench press 4 x 10
Cable flys 4 x 12
Wide push-ups to failure 2x
Standing BB shoulder press 4 x 12, drop set on #4
Bent arm lateral raise 4 x 15
Front DB raise with rotation 3 x 15
Treadmill sprints 25 min

My hamstrings are really taking a hit right now from all these sprints.  They are tight, need to be stretched, and need someone to beat on them like a drum and have me crying for my mama.  I'm thinking a massage this weekend...


Ok, I've got to make some dinner for the hubs...yes, I make 2 dinners.  If he had to eat what I ate he certainly wouldn't be 215 pounds, and divorce papers might be on the counter in the morning.  Its ok, I get it.


I am beyond tired right now...more to come tomorrow folks...GO HARD!

Monday, March 14, 2011

I got a feel'n...

Back to the work week.
It was a stressful start to the week...as my backup alarm went off 7 minutes late.  Yeah, yeah 7 minutes...but because I am a CHRONICALLY scheduled person, I nearly flipped out.  I don't think I calmed down until I got off the highway...I even caught myself yelling at a man only going 82 in the fast lane...which, apparently to me at 5:15 in the morning was too slow.  Not even 6am and I was already being ridiculous...

I had trouble falling asleep last night...tossing and turning until 11:30...meaning that I only got 5 hours of sleep.  Its amazing I didn't go nuts on anyone before 10am.  Ready or not, I had a big workout coming...had to grab it by the horns and ride like a champ.  Chest, shoulders, and sprints.  I felt strong throughout my lifts, but the sprints were harder than I expected...probably because I couldn't feel my arms, and my legs were in complete rebellion of any type of running.  How is that different than any other day, I don't know.  Shoulder workout was just plain brutal after lifting chest.  At one point I finished a set of lateral raises, dropped the weights, and just said "I hate you!"...haha...what a freak show.  As if the weights  A) had any control over moving themselves or inducing pain independent of ME , or B) could even hear me or remotely care what I thought at that moment.  I'm slowly losing my mind.

Workout:
Flat DB bench press 4 x 10
DB flys 4 x 10
Incline DB press 4 x 10
Standing BB shoulder press 4 x 12
Seated bent arm lateral raises (10x)/ss lateral raises (8-10x) 4x
Front DB raises 4 x 15
Treadmill sprints 30 minutes

My strength has maintained pretty well, but much of it has simply been mind over matter.  I am definitely more tired, especially from all the cardio, but it is what it is.

Today I was on a serious mission.  I had to bump up my water intake.  Its one of those things that can easily lag if I'm not careful...well, not today my friends.  I'm sitting at roughly 115 oz of water for the day and my bladder is about to explode.  After 8am it was pretty comical how often I had to go, so I started to keep count.  A little over 12 hours at the gym today...27 trips to the bathroom.  I wish I were kidding.  I tell any guy with prostate issues to beat that.  By round 15 I wanted a diaper.  Good thing Brian isn't a tree-hugger because I killed some toilet paper today...oh wait...  For those of you who don't know Brian, he would recycle his poo if he could.  Which is fine and the world needs those people, just don't yell at me for not wearing recycled t-shirts....I recycle my beer cans...you're welcome.

On to a more serious part of my day.
I had a client come to me today after taking some time off.  She was pretty upset and said that she simply lacked motivation.  She felt as if she'd "fallen off the wagon" and just kept beating herself up over it.  The truth is that she is an incredibly athletic woman, great runner, and strong....but somewhere along the way she got discouraged.  I was totally caught off guard when she said she just felt like a failure in the gym because she struggled with the weights and felt like everything was hard.  For a moment I was actually relieved....I just never put 2 and 2 together.  She just had a total misconception of "success" and "failure" in the gym.  I explained that struggling, yet completing a set with good form, is a GOOD thing...it needs to be hard, challenging, and push you to new limits.  And as you get stronger, faster, more conditioned...guess what?...you make it harder.  THAT is succeeding in the gym.  Because you're ultimately competing against yourself...your weaknesses, and complacency we often find in our strengths simply because they are our strengths.
 And as far as lack of motivation?  Sometimes you just got to DO.  Feelings come and go.  Heck, if we only did what we felt like doing all the time, we'd drink more, go to church less, and probably be fired from our jobs for giving people a piece of our mind.  Sometimes action will breed the feeling.  Its a delicate balance....mentally we push ourselves physically,...and physically we boost ourselves mentally....back and forth.  I think the key is knowing that everyday will be a little different and we have to adjust accordingly, yet approach it with the same confidence in our ability to be better than we were the day before.  And the truth is, we are able.

Alright folks, I've written a book and my arthritis is screaming....early bedtime and then on to Tuesday...

Face tomorrow boldly!

Monday, March 7, 2011

Stacked

Into 6 weeks out and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous, excited, tired, a little emotional, and the list goes on...
At this point, the diet will tighten up a little more, I will transition to more high intensity cardio, and then bump up my steady-state cardio time...for the sake of everyone, don't let me near anything sharp over the next few weeks...

The weekend was good.  I was able to get in moderate cardio both days for 45 minutes.  Saturday felt better than Sunday, that's for sure.  I was glad to get it over with early though so I could enjoy the rest of my day.  I needed some time for myself so I went for some retail-therapy.  Buying clothes is always a trip because my measurements are not exactly your standard female.  I tried on a couple of shirts that looked like a defensive back squeezed into a piece of cotton and was about to drill someone.  Needless to say, my shoulders cause some "issues" when buying tops.  The best moment came when I was in the dressing room at Target and because of their efforts to put as many mirrors in one room at a time, I was able to get a full-rear shot.  There, in Target, I discovered a flaw on my backside.  I know, I was shocked too.  Kidding,..but seriously, my right cheek is bigger than my left.  How exactly does that happen?!  I nearly lost it, and then all of a sudden a young teenage girl starts freaking out in the room next to me because she didn't want her mom to see her change clothes.  So between my ass-anxiety, and wanting to tell miss princess that it wasn't too long ago that her mom wiped crap from her rear and she should get over her mom seeing her in a bra, the dressing rooms at Target were well stocked with entertainment.  What a day...

Today's been a great day thus far.  I was a little tired headed into my workout, but knew I couldn't focus on that.  I really tried to stay more engaged with each lift, each rep, and not let outside thoughts/worries invade my training.  Its hard to do, but I wish more clients understood the importance of leaving everything at the door.  Training should be pure.  No worries, no emotion, just every ounce of drive and focus you've got to physically push to the next level.  Today's training was just that...it was heavy, but everything seemed to just flow...even the sprints...I was pleased.

Workout:
Incline DB press 4 x 10
Flat DB press 4 x 10
DB flys (10x)/ss push-ups to failure  4 sets
Seated BB shoulder press 4 x 10-12
Seated lateral raises 4 x 10
Front raises (10x)/ss plate rotations to failure  3 sets
Treadmill sprints - tabata style  25 minutes

I spent some time this weekend going through pictures from the Arnold Classic.  Its one of the biggest professional shows in the US, and includes bodybuilding, figure, fitness, and now bikini divisions.  The top placers set a standard that trickles down to the state level.  So, its important to see what judges are looking for at that level...as far as shape, muscularity, etc...especially since Figure has changed so much over the last 10 years.  Here is Nicole Wilkins-Lee.  She placed first in figure...looks a lot softer than Monica Brandt and Jenny Lynn did a few years back when they used to dominate the stage.  Believe it or not, she is well over 140 pounds....solid as a rock though.  She looks great.

Well, on to the afternoon,...few clients and then home for some much needed rest.  Go hard...rest later...