Tuesday, November 25, 2014

24601

Well, the Christmas decor is up and I'm practically running around harking the herald.  That makes no sense,...I need my coffee to kick in asap.
Its amazing how much space a 4' tree seems to take up in a studio apartment.  I almost opted for a branch and one silver ball.  I feel you Charlie Brown, I feel you.
I do have this horrible feeling though that when I return from the gym Oscar will be trying to digest an ornament and pooping glitter like a fairy.
82% chance.

What a solid weekend.
I went to my first Broadway production Saturday night and have to say it was nothing short of phenomenal.  It was definitely a NY highlight and left me very aware of my inability to remotely carry a tune.
I can't.
I deserve to have my larynx removed and the theatre would literally clear out from pure fear of more to come.
So thankfully I was not a part of the cast of Les Miserables, and wow what an unbelievable show.   Dinner, show, post-show coffee,...awesome night in the Big Apple.

Training is going well, very well.
Of course I am meeting some amazing people, and grateful for the opportunity to impact more lives outside the NC borders.  And the ridiculous comments that come immediately following a tough set or hard cardio interval are pretty much as brash as in the south...and actually, a little more colorful.
I was compared to Satan the other day.
Followed by a smile.
That was interesting.

Speaking of training,...here we go...
Its been a beautiful struggle the last few weeks in my own training.  Not as much of a mental/focus issue, but more about assessing where I am and where I want to go.  I've spent the last few years navigating some rough waters with work load, divorce, relocation, and sheer exhaustion from the gravity of it all.  Yes, my training kept me sane, but it lacked a clear, definitive goal outside of not dropping a weight on my face or making myself bleed on the treadmill.
It simply was not the time to add another thing on my plate that required such a high level of dedication and focus.
But here I am.
Stronger.  Wiser.  And now open to the possibility of a long term goal to give my training specific direction.  Well, life is funny sometimes and timing is everything...

As I entertained these thoughts and pinpointing what that goal looks like, I was approached by someone near and dear to me who asked me to compete in a show with him next August.
There was no question.
It was an internal YES,...so we're headed back to the stage.
I am absolutely thrilled, but it will be different.  I'm shifting from Figure to Bikini for this show, and going through a Natural federation.  All new and exciting things, and excited to share the experience with someone I admire and who can absolutely call forth my best in my most exhausted and potentially doubtful moments.
Thank God for those people.

So that's the news on this end.  Meanwhile I'll keeping sucking down this coffee and start preparing for the next 9 months.
Its like I'm having a baby.
Minus the lactating and randos touching my belly.  Side note: that's just weird.  I don't know you.  You don't know my fetus.  Why are you caressing my growing uterus?

I'll stop there.

   

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Hello 1987...

Is it really November?...Geez...
Pretty soon I'll be decking the halls and watching Elf like its my job.  Oh, and burning overpriced Yankee candles because the smell of "Christmas Eve" is worth the nostalgic moment when your nose hits the jar,...and suddenly you're standing in front of your stocking at 7 years old in the horrible onesie zipper pj's that are guaranteed to cause severe sweating and prevent an emergency trip to the bathroom.
You know exactly what I'm talking about.
And heck yes I would rock a pair at 31 years old.  You mean to tell me I can basically have my socks attached to my pants?  Umm heck yes, sign me up.  At 2am I'm never thrilled about searching for a missing sock in the sheets.
Horrible.

Equinox life is treating me very well.  Honestly, I am thrilled with the club, my growth, and the push from my managers to constantly improve.  Sleep deprived?  Eh, maybe,...but whatever, I love what I do, and God made coffee.
Look at me Mom, problem solver.
But seriously, my move to NY has only been confirmed over and over.  I feel extremely blessed.

In random city news, my shin splints are finally healing from all the walking.  Only took over 4 weeks...ha.  I've also invested in leg warmers.  These things make absolute sense to me now.
Its chilly in the morning....Spandex pants expose ankles....Ankles get cold....I have a secret desire to relive the 80's....Answer: leg warmers.
Logical, progressive thinking.
And honestly, I might fully commit to the look and crimp the hair simply because it feels right.  Throw in a scrunchy and some acid-wash and I'll pretty much live free in my own little 80s dream.
Judge me.  Fine.  Not your dream.

So, holidays are coming up and I'll be completely candid and say that I am fully preparing to miss the heck out of my family.  I will be with them for Christmas, but it is the first time ever that I won't be with them on Thanksgiving.
It saddens me, yes, but its just a year of change.  I miss my nieces and nephew like there's no tomorrow and spend quite a bit of time scrolling through their pictures and videos.  It definitely puts quality time spent together in perspective...

On that note, I am headed out for round 8 of coffee.
First step is admitting you have a problem.
I fully admit I have a problem...