I just took an unbelievable power nap. I say it like I'm ready to run 10 miles before taking over the world. Not exactly. But on a positive note, I'm not ripping my eyes out in sheer exhaustion.
Sunday win.
Its been a hectic week as I covered for a few colleagues getting in one last summer vacation. I still don't know what day it is, but had a blast throwing in some new peeps on the crazy train. Sweat, laugh, push harder, repeat. Never a dull moment, that's for sure.
The best moment came when one guy said "Your nice smile is just so deceiving. My glutes hate you."
Ha,..you're welcome. Its no secret that men often dislike any type of leg training. *Not ALL, but I rarely meet an average gym-going male who is thrilled to squat, lunge, or do anything that will cause soreness in the posterior region. I'm convinced if they had to wear yoga pants on a daily basis, they would do squats until blue in the face.
These guys love yoga pants.
Apparently on the 7th day God made yoga pants,...and Adam cheered.
So needless to say, after a couple of sessions there was a new appreciation for total body training,...and relaxed fit jeans.
NYC Life and Leisure...
I am truly convinced that I will either be severely injured by a taxi or a pigeon.
Both are absolutely ruthless in NYC, but its the pigeons that are sending me over the edge.
In a city of millions, these God forsaken birds are simply not phased by human beings. It never fails that as I'm trecking it across town, I come extremely close to punting a few on accident. I used to feel bad about this, as I am not one to wish harm on an animal for no reason,...HOWEVER this was before one went all kamikaze on my head last week.
I went slow motion Matrix-style to dodge the flying hazard, and nearly gave myself whiplash.
It suddenly put the quiet subway rats in perspective....they might be gross, but at least their not in my face.
Hard to believe that it was exactly a year ago this Thursday that I flew up for interviews.
I remember seeing the skyline thinking holy crap, is this real? Am I ready? I'm literally leaving everything I know. And then like clockwork, the details of how my life would be if I ignored my internal "yes" and continued my path would play in my head.
It was the greatest internal battle between what is and what could be and NEEDS to be, that I've ever experienced. Even to the point that others' belief in me or lack there of became irrelevant. Not that I didn't value the support or want it in my life, but the fact was that it was MY personal conviction and determination, focus, and willingness to work hard that would make the difference,....not their opinion.
Talk about some eye-opening moments. NY will do it to you, that's for sure.
Looking back, I am so thankful for the struggles. Sometimes what we may perceive as "closed doors" are merely hurdles...
Just jump. Leap. Get off your butt and be willing to do whats necessary to get over it! Believe me, I say this to myself just as much as I do my clients.
One year...
I've learned so much, but the one theme which surfaces every time is Change...Its inevitable, necessary, but how we grow within it and respond to it is ultimately a choice.
We will either be an agent of change, sensing a necessary step from what we've always known towards something new and greater to fulfill our purpose,...being open to struggles, growing pains, and the opportunities along the way.
OR, we will travel life's path as a victim of change,...with constant opposition to anything outside of the familiar, "safe", or comfortable. Refusing to relinquish control and adapt to any potential growth opportunity for fear of the unknown. Its the infamous "life happens TO me" mentality, and there is nothing more confining.
The changes I've initiated and/or adapted to over the last 365 days range from a smaller living space to a constant reminder that despite experience, experise, and desire within your field, in this city you are replaceable. Talk about a tough pill to swallow,...and yet when this reality sets in and really sets in, you will either cave or seek excellence Every. Single. Day.
Not merely being great at what you do, but actually DEFINING what you do.
For this extra push, I am grateful.
So cheers to one year...The good, the hard, and the scary. Its been a beautiful ride so far and here's to much more ahead... :)
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